the weekend

Had a great time this weekend.. even tho it was on a sad note. Went to Mexia with Jenn to be with Mikey, his grandma died last week and the funeral was today. Hwe was really happy to see me, we didn't tell him I was coming, wanted it to be a surprise.
The last time Jenn was here we were talking and she said, you know.. "it's weird.. I know Mikey loves me... and that I am probably going to marry him.. but I know that he loves you more.. granted, it is a different love.. a friendship love.. but still.. he loves you more than he loves me" At the funeral when I was meeting his family, his brothers were like "OOHH YOU'RE Georgia! How are you! Heard alot about you!" And Jenn said, "Yeah, you know when you see Mikey texting all the time.. he's texting Georgia". I Love Mikey so much, he has been such a great friend to me over the years. Someone that I can go to and tell anything to and I don't have to worry what he's going to think.. or if I need to cry he doesn't try and fix it he just opens his arms and give me a big hug and lets me cry and kisses my forehead. I feel truly blessed to have him in my life. Now if only I could find that kind of friendship in a guy that I am actually attracted to.. and make him fall head over heels in love with me. hehe

Huntsville comes to Austin

I had SUCH a great time this weekend! Misty, Shana, Andy, and Jenn came into town to see me! It was so great to see them. Seeing them was what I needed. I needed my close friends that care and love for me around me. Seeing as I dont really have anyone like that here. Who knows me, who cares about me, who want to make sure that I am ok. I miss that. I think that's why I feel so lonely here. Because I dont have that extreme closeness with people here. I don't have people here who know EVERYTHING about me. Misty and them are people that I can be completely honest with. People here... I dont feel like I CAN be completely honest and open with them. Not that there arent some amazing people that I am so lucky to have met. And I guess it will be hard and time consuming to get to that closeness with friends here that took years for me to develop with people back home.. but not having it now... especially now... makes me lonely.

But seeing my good friends what such a blessing. We had a blast! It really keeps me going. I really felt loved this weekend.