I had SUCH a great time this weekend! Misty, Shana, Andy, and Jenn came into town to see me! It was so great to see them. Seeing them was what I needed. I needed my close friends that care and love for me around me. Seeing as I dont really have anyone like that here. Who knows me, who cares about me, who want to make sure that I am ok. I miss that. I think that's why I feel so lonely here. Because I dont have that extreme closeness with people here. I don't have people here who know EVERYTHING about me. Misty and them are people that I can be completely honest with. People here... I dont feel like I CAN be completely honest and open with them. Not that there arent some amazing people that I am so lucky to have met. And I guess it will be hard and time consuming to get to that closeness with friends here that took years for me to develop with people back home.. but not having it now... especially now... makes me lonely.
But seeing my good friends what such a blessing. We had a blast! It really keeps me going. I really felt loved this weekend.
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