Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!

So I am in Huntsville this Thanksgiving, having a good time. Going to Ren Fest tomorrow cause 1. I dont have to work tomorrow and 2. it was yucky outside today. Although tomorrow is not looking too good either, but we shall see.


Went out last night with the Huntsville crew, good times! I miss the being able to go out with people like that, who know me so well.. almost better than I know myself, and who I can really talk to and am never left out. In Austin I feel very alone. I only have one friend and the one friend (Laurie) makes me not want to open up to her for one thing or another. I just get so annoyed with things that she does things she says, things she believes, the fact that she cannot deal with silence of any kind... but with people like Misty, we can be perfectly happy not talking for hours... or talking about everything non-stop for hours. We are on the same wave length and think the same things and ... I dont feel like I am being judged when I am with her... and I feel like she listens to what I say ... Laurie... (I kept count) she went a whole month of seeing me without ONCE asking how I was doing... there is something seriously wrong in that.

I love it in Austin, for the change of scenery and the job field... but the lack of friends gets to me sometime. Especially after spending good quality time with Huntsville friends and the ones that I am most comfortable around. BUT...I must be THANKFUL for what I have. A great job, well two great jobs, a roof over my head, awesome pets, and a good neighbor(Laurie), AND friends out there somewhere that I know love me and wish me well and are praying for me.